there's someone in her past that she hasn't

gotten over yet. each day is like the last and

she misses what she can't forget. it's just an

empty space where something used to be.

now she guards the gate, but she's lost the

key. so no one enters, but no one leaves.

Don't ask yourself what you did wrong or how you coud have done it differently. Don't waste your valuable heart

and mind trying to figure out why he did what he did, or thinking back on all the things he said, and wondering

what was the truth and what was the lie. The only thing you need to know is that it's really good news: He's gone.

Hallelujah."

-He's Just Not That Into You

She smokes like there's no tomorrow. 

She says it makes her feel alive. 

She drinks her wine like water because she feels dry inside. 

She drives her car like it's a bullet. She says that time is slipping away. 

She never thinks about her future. 

It's a million miles away.

And she put on her waterproof mascara this morning

because she knew it was gonna be a hard day.

didn't ask for it to be over, but then again, I never asked for it to begin. 

For that is the way it is with life, as some of the most beautiful days come completely by chance. 

But even the 

most beautiful days eventually have their sunsets.

Everything changes eventually, that's just the way life is and you have no control over it.. 

like, suddenly, people who you think are always going to be there.. 

they disappear.. you know, 

people die and they move away.. and they grow up"

-Dawsons Creek

I'm not saying girls are perfect, 

cause we know that's not true. 

But why be unfaithful to her if she's always been

true to you? –Tupac

All I need tonight is

my girls, a few shots & a dancefloor

and I swear I'll forget you.